I am an Air Force brat, a self-taught artist, and a part-time mom these days. I work out my artistic demons by making stuff and trying to find the humor when things go wrong. I have a spouse, two grown kids and cats that barf and bring horrible things into the house, so things do go wrong. My youngest is in college and only home during breaks, so I'm almost an empty nester, alone more than not and trying to figure out this new stage of life. Time to make a mess.
April 14, 2009
Sagging mood
I am so depressed these days that I can't manage to get up the muster to be very productive. I am overwhelmed by a sense of failure in nearly every area of my life. My self criticism is the loudest thought in my head. There has got to be some way to get back on track. With so much to be thankful for in my life, I am finding myself wallowing in everything that isn't right. I see the Facebook comments of my friends, all of whom seem so normal and happy. Why not me?
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