My husband called from his office yesterday to let me know that another administrator at the university saw my work in his office and got all excited about it, asking where he got it. He told her that he bought it at a charity auction, but that he knew the artist if she was interested. She was very surprised to learn that it was my work, and indicated she wanted to get in touch with me to see what I had for sale. What a wonderful boost to my confidence to receive an email from he asking if I had a web site that she could peruse in her efforts to find a birthday gift for her husband. Wow! I've got some real motivation to get busy.
I wish there were an easy fix to fear of exposure and failure. Growing up being pounded by criticism and insults hasn't helped me. I wonder how long it takes to get past the memories of that and able to focus more on the present.
To put a little more pressure on myself, I'm going to figure out how long it will take me to produce six pieces and then set up an Etsy market page. If I have a deadline, I'll be more likely to make real progress.
I'm finally excited about it. I'm starting to feel like an artist instead of just saying that I am.
