Yesterday I re-read the aforementioned article by Julie Fei-Fan Balzer and decided it was time to take action beyond reading the article. Thinking about the advice to "do" art as opposed to "make" art, I picked up a small blank canvas and just started painting it. With the tub of paint tubes within easy reach, I just started squeezing blobs of paint on the canvas, squeezing on a blending medium, and moved it all around. The idea of creating a collage on this first canvas occurred to me, and I thought about the fact that my sister-in-law is celebrating a milestone birthday this summer and it would be fun to make something for her. While that canvas dried, I grabbed another and just started putting bright colours on it. My intent was not to create a masterpiece. My intent was to smear paint and have a good time doing it. How fun to ignore chores and make a painty mess without the pressure of a deadline or having to have a finished project. This is my happy mess, phase 1.On the mom front, I've got two kids at home now which means bigger messes and more chores. I say kids, but they are 17 and 27. I find studio time easier now that it's out of the house, something I thought was going to be a major inconvenience. It is inconvenient at times, but at other times proves to provide a necessary separation of home and creative time. This summer we will be college shopping for Kevin, which means a lot of time away from home. Finding time to work in the studio is going to take planning. It is time for me to start being more serious about it and make it as routine as when I went to an office every day. Being creative definitely makes me a happier person, so I'm going to tell myself that I'm doing it for my family just as much as I'm doing it for myself. Does that sound like a big fat fib? ;-) It's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
